Friday, March 13, 2009

MY LIFE AS A LAW STUDENT….

Emh,,dis topic quite interesting bagi ana coz there’a a lot of mehnah n tribulasi since being a law student especially in this Shah Alam. For the first week, ana mcm terkapai2 sebab don’t know how to adapt especially with law lecturer. Kwn2 xkisah sgt coz many of them are my friend when I was at merbok last one n a half year. Actually, ana sgt2 jeles dgn sahabat2 perjuangan ana sebab mereka ditempatkan di suasana yang mempunyai biah islam yang cukup mantap. Opposite with me where my place..emh,,ana xnak komen bnyk2 keadaan u ana mcamane n I guess everybody knows how the condition it is n also the students. 2nd week, before sleep, ana slalu nangis coz ana rasa mcm dah xde kekuatan nak teruskan hdup as a law student kat sini lagi. Ana mmg xkuat time tu till I called my friend, yang mane sahabat seperjuangan ana when I was at smapk..syu namenya..ana meluahkan ape yang ana rasa n lalui kat sini. She gave support for me, pujuk ana, etc...there’s a word that came out from her mouth time tu that I can’t remember. Syu cakap “kema, kalu ana ade kat tempat anti, ana dah mati kesosialan dah, tapi ALLAH tau yang ana x mampu duk kat tempat mcm nti tapi ALLAH tau anti kuat kema.anti boleh duduk di kalangan diorang untuk sampaikan apa yang benar kepada diorang’…

Allah berfirman:

Allah tidak membebani seseorang melainkan sesuai dengan kesanggupannya”

Al-Baqarah: 286

tiba2, airmata gugur like air terjun yang kat klantan.sangat laju. Sebak sangat2 time tu..Thanx syu n others..you’re my best friend ever..insyaALLAH, kite sama2 jga ukhuwah yang sgt manis that being given by ALLAH ni..insyaALLAH..after ana called syu that day, ana muhasabah balik, betullah apa yang syu cakap tu. A week after that, ana bertekad kuatkan semangat ana for being here. I’ve to be a strong person untuk sampaikan riasalah Rasulullah s.a.w here. I’ve to be a brave person to be a daie here.I’ve to be friendly person to make my mad’u like to be friend with me. N now, I used to adapt suasana kat sini..ALHAMDULILLAH…Syukran YA ALLAH kerna bagi kekuatan kepada HambaMU yang lemah dan hina ini utk teruskan hidup berada di kalangan org2 yang samar2 dalam kehidupan mereka…my law lecturer..kelakar pula rasa nak cerita. First class dgn sir, he titled me as ‘ustazah’. Malu sangat2 time tu sebab almost 90 students in one lecture know that title sampaikan kat luar class pun diorang panggil ustazah. At first mmg malu tapi lame2 dah immune coz every tutor with sir sokmo kene panggil ustazah..but that sir is good n friendly person. Bile pkir2, it’s mean lecturer blh terima ana la tu coz he said x sangka orang cam ana nie yang patutnya study course agama at UIA or USIM,etc being here taking law course in Shah Alam..:-)…emh..the moral of the story nyer,,bagi ana xsemestinya kita akan selalu dapat biah ISLAMIAH sepanjang hidup kita ini.Kdg2, ALLAH nak test kite whether we can survive or whether we can be as a core daie or not in our life..pada sahabat2 seperjuangan ana yang berada di campus yang terjamin biahnye insyaALLAH, take this chance btul2 utk menyampaikan dakwah di campus antum semua..wallahua’lam..TAKBIR!!!!

3 comments:

  1. kema, tu doa untk kema taw
    amiin
    tabahkan hati, la tahzan~

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  2. salam..kak qema..
    ana ummu naqibah..jnior akk kt smapk..myb akk da xigt..
    cme nk mtk tjuk ajr akk..
    ana bru dpt twrn ke uitm..law...
    n ana pun tkt nk g...cam pe y akk citer...
    ana tkt xkuat la kak..myb ana pun akn lalui pe y akk dah lalui..mtk nsihat dr akk..
    tlg ea kak..(ym:kiey_bah24@y.c)

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  3. be strong my dear....
    wind of change...~

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